Wordless #7

"You leaving wasn't end of the world."

I thought it was. That day you left, I thought it was the end of the world. But I eventually stopped crying and I got up off the floor and I woke up the next morning. It was not the end of the world, the sun had not exploded, nor had the continents been swallowed by the ocean.

I thought you leaving was the end of the world, and maybe it was, in a way, you leaving was the end of that world, that world with you and me in it, together. I think that world still exists, just not here. But in this world I got out of bed and chose to wore a blue shirt and shorts and I made myself a coffee for breakfast and when I checked my phone and I didn't have a text from you, maybe it because I already blocked you :') it feel like the end of the world all over again.

I cannot tell you how many times it felt like the end of the world, like when I saw your face again and there was a vacant of feeling. I went home that day and I cried so hard I forgot to breathe. But I got up again and washed my face and I went on with my life because the world doesn't stop just because you broke my heart. The world doesn't work that way. If your heart is broken that is your problem and you have to find a way to make your own chest stop burning because the earth is going to keep revolving around the sun and time doesn't have just keep going onward.

Wordless #6

"If I've learned anything from life, its's that sometimes, the darkest times can bring us to the brightest places. I've learned that the most toxic people can teach us the most important lessons; that our most painful struggles can grant us the most necessary growth; and that the most heartbreaking losses of friendship and love can make room for the most wonderful people. I've learned that what seems like a curse in the moment can actually be a blessing, and that what seems like the end of the road is actually just the discovery that we are meant to travel down a different path. I've learned that no matter how difficult things seem, there is always hope. And I've learned that no matter how powerless we feel or how horrible things seem, we can't give up. We have to keep going. Even when it's scary, even when all of our strength seems gone, we have to keep picking ourselves back up and moving forward, because whatever we're battling in the moment, it will pass, and we will make it through. We've made it this far. We can make it through whatever comes next."

Wordless #5

Not to vague, but have you ever loved someone like truly loved them. And I mean with their flaws and everything and accepted that. Do you know how like consuming that is, and I’m not talking about romantic love. I mean the power that comes with loving someone with like everything you have. through the good and the bad. Through everything they’ve been through, through them doing things that shows how fundamentally flawed they are, and even in the sigh that you breathe that frustrates you, you can still feel it. How much you love them.